full on break down for a variety of reasons and i cant talk about the ones that mtter to the people i should. you dont want to listen anyway, im not that stupid, i can at least pick up on that.
But im lost, and i am gone. i figure breakdowns you were ment to just swear and cry and run outside and punch things and i want to do that, i want to do that badly, but i cant. ive just gone numb, uttterly numb, fliting between that and thinking about whats bothering me. i guess the emotions arnt there i just cant exspress them