Need to be loved.
Just a lil feeling floating round, that’s all
I want sleep! Stupid brain racing
You know the ones, girl comes back from the “big” city, wanting to carry on partying like before, only to find everyone else has grown up and she’s all alone and boohoo blah blah blah
well i don’t have that whole boo hoo alone bullshit but all i want to do right now is get drunk, i want to meet up with the lads tomorow and get drunk. simple. however there all engaged and stuff now so they’re with there girlfriends/ parents/ being respectable/ have work in the morning or whatever and the only person who has invited me anywhere is my ex, who has invited me round to his house to his baby son’s one year olds birthday party…….babys.birthday.party…..what.even!
Needless to say i wont be spending my sunday in a room with my ex, his child and immediate family. sounds like hell. plus they get all annoyed if you spike the jelly with vodka.
being a grown up sucks!
Im still doing it over on instagram, just stopped posting onto here cause i didnt think anyone was bothered
I wish i was good enough with words to exspress what i feel i should say to the people it concerns, but it never comes across right and i don’t have the balls anyway. Plus realisticly its unimportant. Had a good day really, jus feel numb to things, i think it’s for the best, given where everything is headed